Friday, May 2, 2008

Mommy Sentiments

Before I Was A Mom
Author Unknown

I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom -
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom
I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom -
I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.

Before I was a Mom -
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much, before I was a Mom.

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4 comments:

Elizabeth said...

I have always loved this!! The part about the simple smile made me grin...tonight I was gone most of the evening and when I got home I took Ian from Gary and he looked at me, waited for me to make eye contact, and just smiled this huge smile at me...he knew his mommy was home :)

Count Your Blessings said...

AW that is so cute! I agree, of course ...this has been around for awhile, but I got it in an email last night and thought what a perfect sentiment to post!

Anonymous said...

I loved the line having a heart outside my body. Thanks for letting me know you hadn't written it, I would have said you did a great job!

Count Your Blessings said...

oops I guess I should have put that - i think it's author anonymous... dont wanna 'steal' anyone else's work!!